Lost Without You

By Anonymous

Don't know if you've been thinking about me. But I have been thinking about you. I feel like my other half is gone somewhere far away. I sure didn’t plan for our departure. Every day for the past 9days since we last spent time together, all I could think about was you. Like was you thinking about me and the kids, funny pastimes we shared, intimate moments from gazing into each other’s eyes to having deep conversations or while pondering on deep thoughts to enjoying us. We have so much in common and ahead of us. We hold hands while cuddling up together watching TV shows. Imitating characters from our favorite movies, finishing each other’s sentences or just being able to look into each other’s face being able to tell what one another's thinking without saying a word. Talk about Chemistry :-) not to mention incredible sex. With all that being said, there’s nobody I’d rather spend my time/days with than you good and bad ones. I Love You!

Unconscious Mind

Was it me that said those words ?

Or was it my mind that is filled with those insults,

opinions,and desires that will never be told,

because in all actuality I think before I speak.

Is it all a dream

or did I act out this life scene

without any compassion for your feelings

or any guilt in my heart.

Did I ignore your cry or neglect your needs

while wondering around like nothing happened.

Was I so drunk with unresolved emotion

that I forgot that you were a person standing before me?

Something had to have happened, why else would you cry.

Did I OD on love to the point where I have become numb

or did I allow life to frustrate me to the point where I can't breathe.

Either way I hurt you with no intent

and I'm sorry for that.

I thought I had control, but obviously I didn't.

My unconscious mind prevailed

and I'm no longer me

So it's best that we move on.

Seasons of Love

Lost in the blindness of Love.

Spring comes and goes like a breeze

sending us into the Summer

where the heat warms our souls with passion,

causing us to head into Fall

without a worry in the world.

While we watch the leaves come off the trees

and before you know it here comesWinter,

as I wrap myself in you

so I can go into complete hibernation

waking up to realizing that a year has gone by

and that my love 4 you is ever increasing

because you weren'there just for a season.

It's Never Too Late

Our eyes have met
Blushing occurs
With words unspoken
We can feel each other’s stare
Garnering interest,

but stuck In the moment;
not knowing which way to break the ice
We don’t speak, only connect
Just a hallway away
Unable to capitalize on the moment
With a series of bad decisions
Our paths continue to cross
Hearts drawn, but still unable to speak
Life continues to hand us despair
Avoidable relationships
If only words could have been spoken sooner
When opportunity knocks
It's Never Too Late
We’ve finally talked
A Match made in Heaven
10 years without words
Without any regrets
Just ready to move forward
3rd time’s the charm
Rewarded for all of the pain
With lifetime of Mrs. Added to your name

My First Crush: The Perfect Girl

I remember like it was yesterday when I had my first crush. I was in the 6th grade and her name was Toi Barnhardt. Wow! She was the perfect girl and I don’t mean sexy like I hear some of young guys talking. I mean cute, sweet, everything that a girl in the 6th grade should be. I thought she was the best thing since sliced bread and assume everybody around me was crazy for not liking her. It’s true! She was so clearly this perfect, amazing girl and I was honestly so confused with the fact that she wasn’t swarmed with pre-pubescent boys, that I tried to examine her critically, looking for flaws that I hadn’t seen before. Unsuccessful at this attempt to find something wrong her, I realized that people have different taste. In the 6th grade that was a profound message to me. She may have been the perfect girl to me, but that doesn’t mean that she was perfect for everyone else! Anyways….I was shy and I didn’t say anything to her, but I did give her some fries and a piece of my primetime pizza at lunch. That’s pretty much the sum of our relationship. I guess I didn’t have my swag yet lol. In some way it was pretty naïve for me to think that everyone would like this girl, but another way it was to me really romantic you know? I thought she was, objectively, the best girl ever!