Or was it my mind that is filled with those insults,
opinions,and desires that will never be told,
because in all actuality I think before I speak.
Is it all a dream
or did I act out this life scene
without any compassion for your feelings
or any guilt in my heart.
Did I ignore your cry or neglect your needs
while wondering around like nothing happened.
Was I so drunk with unresolved emotion
that I forgot that you were a person standing before me?
Something had to have happened, why else would you cry.
Did I OD on love to the point where I have become numb
or did I allow life to frustrate me to the point where I can't breathe.
Either way I hurt you with no intent
and I'm sorry for that.
I thought I had control, but obviously I didn't.
My unconscious mind prevailed
and I'm no longer me
So it's best that we move on.