Unconscious Mind

Was it me that said those words ?

Or was it my mind that is filled with those insults,

opinions,and desires that will never be told,

because in all actuality I think before I speak.

Is it all a dream

or did I act out this life scene

without any compassion for your feelings

or any guilt in my heart.

Did I ignore your cry or neglect your needs

while wondering around like nothing happened.

Was I so drunk with unresolved emotion

that I forgot that you were a person standing before me?

Something had to have happened, why else would you cry.

Did I OD on love to the point where I have become numb

or did I allow life to frustrate me to the point where I can't breathe.

Either way I hurt you with no intent

and I'm sorry for that.

I thought I had control, but obviously I didn't.

My unconscious mind prevailed

and I'm no longer me

So it's best that we move on.

Seasons of Love

Lost in the blindness of Love.

Spring comes and goes like a breeze

sending us into the Summer

where the heat warms our souls with passion,

causing us to head into Fall

without a worry in the world.

While we watch the leaves come off the trees

and before you know it here comesWinter,

as I wrap myself in you

so I can go into complete hibernation

waking up to realizing that a year has gone by

and that my love 4 you is ever increasing

because you weren'there just for a season.